A Transformative Experience
My first Pride experience in Lebanon, particularly as the director of Helem, remains one of the most powerful and transformative moments of my life. This occurred during a critical time when our community was fighting against the degrading practice of anal tests in detention centers—a fight that symbolized our broader struggle for dignity and human rights.
In the lead-up to this pivotal moment, we organized a massive campaign aimed at abolishing these humiliating and scientifically baseless tests. Our efforts culminated in a planned protest in front of the Ministry of Justice. Despite the importance of the cause, there was palpable anxiety among us. Given the pervasive fear and stigma surrounding LGBTQ+ issues in Lebanon, we weren’t sure if people would actually show up to support the cause.
The Day of the Protest
As the day of the protest arrived, I remember feeling a mix of determination and dread. I had prepared my speech, but in the back of my mind, I worried about the turnout. Would people be too afraid to come? Would our voices be drowned out by opposition?
When I arrived at the ministry, my doubts quickly dissolved. To my astonishment and immense relief, hundreds of people were already gathered, their presence a powerful testament to solidarity and courage. They were chanting, holding banners, and standing firm in their demand for justice.
“ We would no longer accept being treated as less than human.”
A Display of Unity and Resistance
The sight of this diverse crowd—comprising LGBTQ+ individuals, allies, and activists from various organizations—was incredibly heartening. It was a vivid display of unity and collective strength. The protest was not just a demonstration; it was a loud, clear message to the authorities and to society at large: we would no longer accept being treated as less than human.
The banners, some serious and others laced with humor, all conveyed a profound sense of resistance and resilience. One particularly memorable sign read, “Honorable minister, before you test my anus, at least take me out to dinner.” This stark, yet humorous sign underscored the absurdity and inhumanity of the tests.
A Landmark Victory
Our efforts bore fruit. The unified outcry and strategic advocacy led to a significant victory: the cessation of anal tests in detention centers and police stations. This was a landmark achievement, underscoring the power of community collaboration and persistent activism.
This experience was more than just a protest for me; it was a profound affirmation of the strength and resilience of our community. It showed that when we stand together, we can overcome even the most entrenched forms of oppression. This moment of unity and triumph continues to inspire me and serves as a powerful reminder that change is possible, even in the face of formidable challenges.
Ongoing Struggles and Future Hopes
While we celebrated this victory, the fight for LGBTQ+ rights in Lebanon is far from over. Discrimination, legal battles, and societal stigma still persist. However, the spirit of that first Pride protest remains a beacon of hope. It reminds us that with courage, unity, and relentless advocacy, we can continue to push for a more just and inclusive society.